take your wings outside, you cant fly in here

[soul_cake_duck]

my day went from pretty good to pretty bad, and i dont really know why. i hate that.
somewhere around the time i left school to getting home just put me in a bad mood. then theres this thing tonight at school. im going, and it might be fun. its just that i thought i was going to go by myself. then i come home and my mums decided she wants to come too. and, i dont even know why. its not like i had any plans or anything, its just that for some reason this really really bugs me. also cause she had pretty much said she wasnt gonna come. i dont know. its just that today, and this last week has been kinda shit. and last weekend was so fucking busy. i feel like i need space. and i hate how that sounds stupid and corny, but like, this was just something i wanted to do by myself. and do what i want without thinking to much about anyone except me. and now shes like, ruined it. kinda. and its not like it really matters if she's there. cause she gets that ill just go off with my friends and do whatever i want to. but just. ugh.
annoying.

Comments

[indriyani.livejournal.com]

It doesn't sound corny, I would react the same way. I know what it's like to have a parent kind of up your butt, my mom does the same thing. It seems like she's always around, so I can identify with stuff like that. It's rather suffocating.

Chrissy.

[soul_cake_duck]

Suffocating. Good word.
But yeah. I actually ended up having a really good time, ended up sort of abandoning her like I knew I would, but at least I got to just do my thing. So I think that for the next couple of weeks at least I'm gonna be pretty relaxed....ish.

[v-greyson.livejournal.com]

yoooou friended?

[soul_cake_duck]

Yeah. You don't mind I hope?

[v-greyson.livejournal.com]

nope. curious, though, about why? i assume it's because you want to read my lotrips stories . . .

[soul_cake_duck]

Well, yeah. But generally. You could say I've 'seen you around', and uhm. You seem nice, and stuff.

[v-greyson.livejournal.com]

cool. *g* just wondering.