im a tadpole
Jan. 28th, 2004 08:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
soul_cake_duckmeh.lj just ate my other entry. well actually it was my computer, but thats not the point.
snowing today. pretty. and also pretty - about halfway we had a really short hailstorm. but after that, i just looked outside the window in class and i wanted to take a picture. like, it was completely dark, but just over the rooftops of these houses nearby you could see just a little bit of light. i cant really describe it, but it was really pretty. made me think of the other day when i opened the door, and the sky was this gorgeous colour, and the trees were silhouttes - again very pretty. very photographic.
anyway. so ive pretty much gotten all my results back now. im...not really happy with them considering i could do so much better, but i didnt really but that much effort into studying for them, so i suppose it could have been so much worse. and also considering that i came out of most of my exams feeling like i had failed it, things are not so bad. lets see. chemistry i never lied to myself about, but ive also realised that i really need to figure out how to deal with it. i only just managed a C. and english. argh. writing summaries can blow me. i can never do them right. and the worst part is that everytime we go over them, i think that i get it, and that next time i'll actually be able to do alright - then something like this happens. frustrating. and then seeing them getting higher grades. that annoys me. i dont really think of myself as competitive, but when they do better than me it really bugs me. but yeah. if what they say its true, then i should be alright for the real thing...i hope.
hm. what else. i had so much to say, and now ive forgotten. egh. anyway. off we go then.
snowing today. pretty. and also pretty - about halfway we had a really short hailstorm. but after that, i just looked outside the window in class and i wanted to take a picture. like, it was completely dark, but just over the rooftops of these houses nearby you could see just a little bit of light. i cant really describe it, but it was really pretty. made me think of the other day when i opened the door, and the sky was this gorgeous colour, and the trees were silhouttes - again very pretty. very photographic.
anyway. so ive pretty much gotten all my results back now. im...not really happy with them considering i could do so much better, but i didnt really but that much effort into studying for them, so i suppose it could have been so much worse. and also considering that i came out of most of my exams feeling like i had failed it, things are not so bad. lets see. chemistry i never lied to myself about, but ive also realised that i really need to figure out how to deal with it. i only just managed a C. and english. argh. writing summaries can blow me. i can never do them right. and the worst part is that everytime we go over them, i think that i get it, and that next time i'll actually be able to do alright - then something like this happens. frustrating. and then seeing them getting higher grades. that annoys me. i dont really think of myself as competitive, but when they do better than me it really bugs me. but yeah. if what they say its true, then i should be alright for the real thing...i hope.
hm. what else. i had so much to say, and now ive forgotten. egh. anyway. off we go then.
