song lyrics & my day

[soul_cake_duck]

he said: can you hear me are you sleeping?
she said: will you rape me now?
he said: leave the politics to madmen
she said: i believe your lies
he said: theres a paradise believe me
she said: am i supposed to bleed?
he said: you better pray to jesus
she said: i dont believe in god

Buddha for Mary - 30 Seconds to Mars

today was fun. utterly useless. i more or less spent about half my day just reading guards!guards! good times. i love it when teachers arent there. anyway.
uhm. boondock saints. i forgot to say this yesterday, but yeah. not bad. for me it was all about murphy and connor. they were just. cool. defintely slashable. i didnt like rocco though. he just bugged me throughout. the end was yeah, kinda shitty though. think they ran out of ideas. but yeah, i loved the opening sequence, and i loved the first shooting/killing thing they did.
for me it was about the relationship between them, how strong it was. and the matching tatoos and everything, that was just cool. and indeed, connors accent.
lets see. i had so much to talk about. ha. oh god. school. oh yeah, the new aula's finished. its so pretty. and we actually have caterers, so like, the food is gonna pretty nice so yeah man. good times. haha, but. this morning started off with both him(s) and her(s) bitching about her(g). and well - thank you! man. i thought i was the only one who was thinking that she is so incredibly annoying, but yet again, i give my classmates too little credit. but uhm. i dont even wanna start. my hate comes and goes.
haha. oh man. i felt so bad for the substitute teacher in physics though. today was just one of those days when our class was like ' order? listening to what the teacher says? behaving? what is this thing you speak of?'. she gave up trying to tell us anything about halfway through. heh, our class is brutal man.
and yeah. that was my day. pretty relaxed. my mum doesnt seem to be too stressed out about my report. but i think she just wants to see what im gonna do. so yes. need to start thinking how to work this out.
and dude.today,his dad has hit him? what the hell. that kinda shocked me. cause well, i know he says his dad is pretty serious and all. but like. what??? and ofcourse its always like, never assume anything about people just because..you know. but uhm. strange. in a bad way. but the way he just didnt seem to care was like. i would never have thought it. and then the way everyone else was like, 'yeah man, but my parents stopped hitting me when i was like, ten.' and its like, que? haha. my parents never hit me. but thats cause it was my sister who used to do it. but yeah. it was like, yes lucia. parents hitting their children is not only restricted to back home. it happens in other places too. imagine that. huh. eye opener. its weird. its just one of those things i assumed. even though i always try not to assume things. and then when you think about it, its like, well - why not?
and yes. i need to email people. ugh. i hate emailing people. its like a bloody newsletter. i have to tell them about everything thats been going on. gah. and my dad wants to talk to me. why does my dad want to talk to me. i dont like talking to my dad. its always like. tension. stupid parents. just need to get divorced already. blegh! anyway. yes. emailing people.
i wanna talk to my sister. i havnt talked to her in so long. i miss her. i might have to go on msn tonight and see if she's online.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind.

Tool - Lateralus